Good Morning and Happy Holidays to the friends of Iris X Readings! First of all, I want to thank the people who support my business. Whether you come to me for readings, refer people to me, attend classes, or purchase my creations- THANK you. You make all of the difference to this Witch. I couldn't do this without you. This week's reading was done on the Santa Muerte Tarot. I felt like there was someone who needed to hear from this deck in particular. It turns out it has a message for someone who is hurting.
The week begins with a broken heart, and if this is your reading- you would rather hide this week than see anyone. You feel like you are processing through three Swords in your heart, and you don't know how to focus on anything else. Your heart is hurt, and the III of Swords says that it is not an easy thing to just Feel better. You are doing the best that you can, but you are walking wounded.
V of Cups appears next, showing you feeling stuck emotionally. You don't know how to move on from the time of mourning that you are in. You are focused on what has been lost, and it makes it hard to see what you still have. You experienced an emotional loss that rocked your world and foundation. All you can do is mourn the loss. Your heart feels stuck.
The V of Pentacles wraps up the week with a feeling of depression. You can't put one foot in front of the other. Everything takes an immense amount of energy, and it just doesn't feel worth it. You are feeling stuck, and like you don't know what to do. You feel like you don't have everything you need, and you are not sure how and when that will change. You just keep moving forward either way- you are not knocked down. But every step is hard.
The key to this week is the VI of Pentacles. I understand that you want to be alone, but this is all too much to handle without support. If there are people that are reaching out a hand to you, it may be smart to take it. You don't like doing this. You don't want to be 'that person.' You would rather be the one reaching out and helping other people. But you are the one in the position where you need some kindness and generosity. Don't be afraid to accept the hands that are reaching out to help you. Ask for help.
Here's what I see. Holy hell! This is a tough week if this is your reading. And it's probably been hard for a really long time. You are still standing, but every step is hard. Everything takes too much energy. You can't stop focusing on the immense loss that you have gone through. People are reaching out to offer help and support, but you are not sure that you want to take it. You may not want to hear this, but accepting help may actually be the smartest thing you could do. You are trying to be tough about it all, but really- some support would really be good for you right now. You have been the one to help other people; now it's time to let them help you. I really hope you do, this is too much for one person to go through on their own.
If you need a reading this week, get in touch very soon! I have limited openings, and am only working through Thursday! Happy holidays, friends <3 . And if this is your reading, my heart is with you.